Last night was awful though, first i got in a bad mood because the girl i like had the ex down for a random visit, despite her telling me everything was over with him. It wasn't much fun seeing them drunk and telling me that they were "off to bed now". Felt shit. Then everything got put in perspective when i found out about other things going on in my friends' lives. Such a fucking mess how much pain can happen to some people in their lives.
I've been in a bad mood all day, i guess it's good in a way that i empathise so much, but it doesn't feel like it now.
Just needed to get that out somewhere. I'm currently sitting in my room, listening to at the drive in very loudly because it's such fantastic angry music.
On a brighter note, it's the goth or cloth bop tonight, quite aptly i'm going as a goth tonight.
Next post will be nice.